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Monday, September 24, 2007

It was our church anni dinner on sat(22 sept 07), I had the honor of going thanks to MeiEn who bought the table and blessed us. It was really fun, though we didn't do alot, i guess it's more of the people there that made it fun. It's a formal dinner, so everyone was dressed really nicely. Pastor Ed shared his vision for the church and it was really eye opening on how God move around other countries. The take home for me is to be trained to be discipled. So yup. Below is some pics, enjoy!

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Sunday, August 26, 2007

I had a wonderful wonderful time yesterday with the student interactors from Yokohama Japan. Bonded with some of them, it's a pity we didn't have more time with them. We went to acs international for their installation and the japanese taught us to make sushi. It was fun, cos it's like super long. After that we went to hougang ave 6 (i think) to distribute food to the old folks and went door to door to bring them down for free medical check ups. It was really meaningful. After that we made our way to esplanade for a little tour n dinner. I realised the japanese r really fascinated with our ice kachang. Haha i think it's bcos it's colourful. I bought two bowls for the group i hanged out with. Glad they liked it. After that we were broken into groups n had to lead them to where ever they wanna go. I lead 11 of them we went across the bridge to see the merlion. Than we walked all the way to clark quey. Along the way it rained a bit. Some of them didn't have umbrella, so we had to pair them up. It's funny, cos a guy insisted that guy n girl cannot share an umbrella, cos that means they r couple. Well, i guess so long non of us think so it's ok. After that we passed by a souvenier shop, they bought quite some stuff. After that we proceed to our final destination which is the liang court's japanese super market. It was my first time there too. So i was really excited. Too bad didn't manage to have more time to walk. Well i guess i can always go there again by myself. Than we send the jap off to their bus pick up point. We went onto their bus for a little debrief and sang a few songs, than after that we received gifts from different ones. I got a fan from Ayako. I was really touched. :) She was explaining to me what it is written on the fan. It says that whatever that i wish for will come true. So yup. She's really sweet. :) After that we said our goodbyes. It was sad to see them leave. But i will keep in contact with them. Yup. That's all. :)

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Tuesday, August 21, 2007

Lotsa things happened within a short short period. Well, it's pretty over whelming at least for myself. Haven't been able to smile as much as i wanted to lately. I guess i can only express it through different areas. Recently i've picked up song writing, wouldn't say it's properly done, cos it's just random thoughts that i've jotted down n gave a tune to it. Plus the tune, has no chords, lol so basically if u catch it u catch it, if not i'm sorry! :p

Anyway, this is the most recent. Hope u guys understand what i'm writing.

Trust in You
By Dorothy Sng
Date 21 August 07

Verse:
In a little corner of my room
Tears are running down my face
All the voices telling me you’re all alone
On this journey of faith

The stresses that I go through everyday
Is over whelming and it’s choking me
Fear is everywhere and my future seem so bleak
I know I am lost

Bridge:
All the loneliness
All the fears I see
Could you take it away, yeah

All the struggles inside
All the pain I’ve been through
Could you take it away Lord

Chorus:
I need you
Here in my life
Fill up the gaps
That can’t be filled

Only you see
The things I’ve been through
Help me Lord
To trust in You

*Repeats

[Truth Been Told]1:08 AM

Thursday, August 09, 2007

Despite all that has happened, i am feeling happy this few days. I guess it's probably bcos i get to see lots of ppl whom i'm happy to be around. Got a chance to meet new ppl too, n get to see friends that i haven't seen for a long time... so ya lor. Let me post some pics up for u guys to view ba...

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Monday, July 09, 2007

I came across someone asking this question "Have u ever felt so lonely that ur heart starts hurting n tears running down ur cheek that u can't control?" I asked myself that and my answer was yes. It's funny, bcos u can hang around ppl that u r really close to or even be in places that r crowded but u still feel this way. I remember my bro n i often talks about filling up with our emotional tank. And i know that one tank cannot be fully filled, unless God fills them up for u.

Went for Kiat and Michelle's wedding on 7 July, Pastor KK was doing the exhortation and he quoted something that strikes me alot. He said that one cannot fully love unless he or she is fully loved. I totally agreed with him.

Recently many things happened to me. With my liver problems going on and school starting soon, all this is adding on to my "subconcious" stress that i am having. Frankly, i have not been emotionally stable. Have been going out late, meeting friends almost everyday trying to drown out whatever that is bothering me. Home doesn't really feel like home anymore, where there's no communication and all u do is ur own stuff. Getting misunderstood and blames out of the blue. It's not easy at all. Every night when i try surrending to the Lord, i end up crying.

Many times i would ask God y do i have to go through what i go through at this age, but i've come to realised that everyone has their own struggles, and their problems r the "Giants" that they are facing with. I really wanna thank God and my bunch of friends and cg mates. Without them, live for me will be even more difficult to walk.

I am having a very hard week, negative thoughts just come like a rushing river. It's hard to control, but i'm thankful God is helping me with it. I take comfort in Him and His words. I pray that God will help me fill my emotional tank to it's fullest that it will overflow so that i will know how to love, love those around me, love those that are hard to be loved. Pls pray for me. Thank you so much...

[Truth Been Told]1:45 AM

Friday, July 06, 2007

Saw this video on Youtube today, was caught thinking after that. It's true that God gave us choices, but seriously speaking, i wouldn't know if He or the devil will do it this way. It's pretty scary to know that for just 10 million dollars, u took away a life of someone n u lose ur salvation forever. Hope this will be a reminder to us all that temptation in life is real. Whether or not u want to depend on God is ur choice.

[Truth Been Told]3:47 PM

Friday, June 29, 2007

We had a company outing to the movies yesterday and we caught Transformers. Seriously speaking, i'm not a fan of robots of any kind, even when i watch Ai and Irobots, i didn't watch it bcos i want to, but mostly bcos my friends wants to. Anyway, same goes for transformers, at first i thought it's just gonna be another block buster movie that will be overly promoted by the media, cos i know i was disappointed many times when i have high hopes for the movie than it wasn't that great. I'm not a very good movie critic, but i know what i want out of a movie is at least a good plot or good graphics. But after watching transformers, i was HOOKED!! Yes it's the best show i've ever watched, at least i really love it, it has humor, good plot, great graphics, great angles and best of all, all the robots really do look real. So real to the extend that when i came out of the cinema, i walked on the street everything on the road makes me feel as though they can change into a gigantic robots if they want to. Haha... talk about being crazy over it.

It's been a long time since i've got the urged to watch a movie twice in the cinema, n yes i wanna watch transformers again. So, those of u looking for Kakis can call me k? That's all!!! :)

[Truth Been Told]5:29 PM