Emotional Tanks
Footprints left by Dory PoP at 1:45 AM, The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. Psalm 23:1
I came across someone asking this question "Have u ever felt so lonely that ur heart starts hurting n tears running down ur cheek that u can't control?" I asked myself that and my answer was yes. It's funny, bcos u can hang around ppl that u r really close to or even be in places that r crowded but u still feel this way. I remember my bro n i often talks about filling up with our emotional tank. And i know that one tank cannot be fully filled, unless God fills them up for u.
Went for Kiat and Michelle's wedding on 7 July, Pastor KK was doing the exhortation and he quoted something that strikes me alot. He said that one cannot fully love unless he or she is fully loved. I totally agreed with him.
Recently many things happened to me. With my liver problems going on and school starting soon, all this is adding on to my "subconcious" stress that i am having. Frankly, i have not been emotionally stable. Have been going out late, meeting friends almost everyday trying to drown out whatever that is bothering me. Home doesn't really feel like home anymore, where there's no communication and all u do is ur own stuff. Getting misunderstood and blames out of the blue. It's not easy at all. Every night when i try surrending to the Lord, i end up crying.
Many times i would ask God y do i have to go through what i go through at this age, but i've come to realised that everyone has their own struggles, and their problems r the "Giants" that they are facing with. I really wanna thank God and my bunch of friends and cg mates. Without them, live for me will be even more difficult to walk.
I am having a very hard week, negative thoughts just come like a rushing river. It's hard to control, but i'm thankful God is helping me with it. I take comfort in Him and His words. I pray that God will help me fill my emotional tank to it's fullest that it will overflow so that i will know how to love, love those around me, love those that are hard to be loved. Pls pray for me. Thank you so much...
Went for Kiat and Michelle's wedding on 7 July, Pastor KK was doing the exhortation and he quoted something that strikes me alot. He said that one cannot fully love unless he or she is fully loved. I totally agreed with him.
Recently many things happened to me. With my liver problems going on and school starting soon, all this is adding on to my "subconcious" stress that i am having. Frankly, i have not been emotionally stable. Have been going out late, meeting friends almost everyday trying to drown out whatever that is bothering me. Home doesn't really feel like home anymore, where there's no communication and all u do is ur own stuff. Getting misunderstood and blames out of the blue. It's not easy at all. Every night when i try surrending to the Lord, i end up crying.
Many times i would ask God y do i have to go through what i go through at this age, but i've come to realised that everyone has their own struggles, and their problems r the "Giants" that they are facing with. I really wanna thank God and my bunch of friends and cg mates. Without them, live for me will be even more difficult to walk.
I am having a very hard week, negative thoughts just come like a rushing river. It's hard to control, but i'm thankful God is helping me with it. I take comfort in Him and His words. I pray that God will help me fill my emotional tank to it's fullest that it will overflow so that i will know how to love, love those around me, love those that are hard to be loved. Pls pray for me. Thank you so much...
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