What If...
Footprints left by Dory PoP at 10:52 AM, The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. Psalm 23:1
Had a chance to spend some time with mom while waiting for bro to return home as it's the day when our domestic helper get a day off. So bro basically takes over the role of taking care of mom for the day.
As i was just sitting there enjoying the music together with mom (the radio was on...) she suddenly cried. These are the times that really make me feel very emotional. Especially when i'm not feeling that well myself. I suddenly had a lot of raw emotions flowing towards me again and many questions popped out as usual. I've decided to document them here, just in case God decides to be kind and answer them for me...
Title: What If...
What if you're a person who is very outgoing and sociable only to find that at the end of the day, you're all alone in your room by yourself most of the time...
What if you're a chatty person only to find that at the end of the day, you loses your ability to talk...
What if you're a person who loves music but at the end of the day that's your only companion...
What if you love eating and enjoying all kinds of food that's out there only to find that milk was your only staple food...
What if you're having a headache one day and faints only to find out that when you wake up you're in a hospital bed...
What if you wake up everyday wanting to get out of bed only to realize that you can't move anymore because your other half of the body is paralyze...
What if you can't do anything anymore by yourself and need others to help you what will your response be...
What if you are unable to express yourself in anyway, will you give up on trying to communicate with your love ones...
What if 5 years down the road you're still doing the same old thing every single day and that includes lying on your bed and looking up into the sky... what will you be thinking...
What if you're own dad committed suicide and everyone else is keeping a secret from you because they don't wanna upset you how will you feel...
What if you can't attend your own dad's funeral... how would that be...
What if you're not so strong...
What if God doesn't speak anymore...
What if... what if...
As i was just sitting there enjoying the music together with mom (the radio was on...) she suddenly cried. These are the times that really make me feel very emotional. Especially when i'm not feeling that well myself. I suddenly had a lot of raw emotions flowing towards me again and many questions popped out as usual. I've decided to document them here, just in case God decides to be kind and answer them for me...
Title: What If...
What if you're a person who is very outgoing and sociable only to find that at the end of the day, you're all alone in your room by yourself most of the time...
What if you're a chatty person only to find that at the end of the day, you loses your ability to talk...
What if you're a person who loves music but at the end of the day that's your only companion...
What if you love eating and enjoying all kinds of food that's out there only to find that milk was your only staple food...
What if you're having a headache one day and faints only to find out that when you wake up you're in a hospital bed...
What if you wake up everyday wanting to get out of bed only to realize that you can't move anymore because your other half of the body is paralyze...
What if you can't do anything anymore by yourself and need others to help you what will your response be...
What if you are unable to express yourself in anyway, will you give up on trying to communicate with your love ones...
What if 5 years down the road you're still doing the same old thing every single day and that includes lying on your bed and looking up into the sky... what will you be thinking...
What if you're own dad committed suicide and everyone else is keeping a secret from you because they don't wanna upset you how will you feel...
What if you can't attend your own dad's funeral... how would that be...
What if you're not so strong...
What if God doesn't speak anymore...
What if... what if...
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