Hospital visit..
Footprints left by Dory PoP at 11:45 PM, The Lord is my shepherd; I shall not want. Psalm 23:1
The past few weeks have been great. Went for conferences and shared with different of my friends my testimony. It was a God filled week. Really enjoyed myself. Got a chance to catch up with some of my friends n met new ppl too. I'm really glad. :)
Anyway, went to the hospital today. Did my normal check up n stuff. Went to haemotology center today to collect my medicine. It's been quite some time since i stepped into that place. Normally, i don't get to see any cancer patients, but today i saw a few. Bump into one in the toilet. It kind of suprise me to put it in nicer term. Was in a very joyful mood today, but after i saw her, my heart was sadden.
She looked really pale, but still strong enough to go the the toilet herself. I think she's been through the process of cheamo, cos her hair was obviously dropping. At that moment i didn't know what i was doing, i just stared at her n in the end i smiled at her. Than when i came out of the loo, there were another 2 more female cancer patient. They were sitting on the wheel chair n look really lost. I think they were waiting for something, cos there wasn't any ppl attending to them.
As i walked out of the room, i ask dad, what if one day i become like them. His reply was not to mention that. cos it will definately sadden his heart. I mean it just came to my mind. I could be like them anytime. And than this song came. Only by grace. I was reminded that only by God's grace my life was save. Only by grace was i able to attend sch n have so many friends n the best part of all is to dance for Him. I mean i could be like them, feeling lost n aimless. But God has something different for me. N i'm thankful for that. It doesn't mean that i won't be like them, but what i'm really sure is that when i become really ill, i'll know that i have my Lord as my strength and refuge. That i can still smile at ppl n let them know that i don't bring any sorrow along with me when i go through all the session in the hospital. I wanna thank God. I'm really at peace. :)
Anyway, went to the hospital today. Did my normal check up n stuff. Went to haemotology center today to collect my medicine. It's been quite some time since i stepped into that place. Normally, i don't get to see any cancer patients, but today i saw a few. Bump into one in the toilet. It kind of suprise me to put it in nicer term. Was in a very joyful mood today, but after i saw her, my heart was sadden.
She looked really pale, but still strong enough to go the the toilet herself. I think she's been through the process of cheamo, cos her hair was obviously dropping. At that moment i didn't know what i was doing, i just stared at her n in the end i smiled at her. Than when i came out of the loo, there were another 2 more female cancer patient. They were sitting on the wheel chair n look really lost. I think they were waiting for something, cos there wasn't any ppl attending to them.
As i walked out of the room, i ask dad, what if one day i become like them. His reply was not to mention that. cos it will definately sadden his heart. I mean it just came to my mind. I could be like them anytime. And than this song came. Only by grace. I was reminded that only by God's grace my life was save. Only by grace was i able to attend sch n have so many friends n the best part of all is to dance for Him. I mean i could be like them, feeling lost n aimless. But God has something different for me. N i'm thankful for that. It doesn't mean that i won't be like them, but what i'm really sure is that when i become really ill, i'll know that i have my Lord as my strength and refuge. That i can still smile at ppl n let them know that i don't bring any sorrow along with me when i go through all the session in the hospital. I wanna thank God. I'm really at peace. :)
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